| Saturday, April 17, 2010 |
| 041710 |
went out for an outing with my college friends, supposedly splash island kme but ended up with splash mountain.. twas fun..find time to relax.. on our way home we didn't expect to get lost which is the cause why we were able to gohome late.. as usual, my mom was very pathetioc*this happens everytime na may lkad ako*. she called me and i heard the same old thing... then she called eric, and unexpectedly, she said things which are waaaaaaaaaaaay below the belt.. this is the time when i started to feel anger! I can accept all the things that she wants to tell me even though it hurts me a lot every time this happens. But judging other person, especially someone which is very special for me is not acceptable. first, she doesn't know eric very well. Second, he is not the reason why i came home late. Third, she doesn't have to include eric's parents in the topic. Things have been said and there's no way to retrieve it. All i can do is to defend my self and him. For the first time i got the courage to say to my mom that she doesn't have to do that and she also cnt do it to my brother because my brother gives her money and she's his favorite. I told her that all this time, all i try to do is please her and since it doesn;t makes sense for her, i might as well return the old. I won't please her and anybody anymore. I will plan for my future and for my future family and not for her. And by the time i become successful, I will return the money she spent for me.
I told my brother and tels about what happened. They understood me, but still they wanted me to understand her. Which I think won't happened aymore. I want to escape from this house at this very moment..Lets just see what will happen next..
for my hon, i am very sorry for what happened yestrday. I feel so ashamed of what she did. I am very hurt of the things that she told you, i know you and your parents doesn't deserve to be judged like that.. I dnt know what to do right now but im very determined to let my mom understand that what she did was very wrong. I hope in my own little way, it can lessen the pain that she have cost you... Please don't let this situation affect us.. I love you! i know we can do this together.,.. |
posted by vAn @ 8:44 PM  |
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